GIRL IN FATHERLAND is based on true events but reads like a novel. Berlin, 2013: We follow the story of Lucy, a girl who has been split into several pieces by systematic torture and psychological terror. As fragments of Lucy’s memories are being presented like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle, the reader is being taken from a seemingly ordinary, happy life into the hell of Lucy’s past and back again into the now apparently changed present...

We aren’t made to be broken. I am a survivor of Ritual Abuse and Mind Control. Simplified, “healing” from this complex, lifelong trauma means deprogramming. On my way I found a lot of good advice, courage, support, love, and warmth from other people. However, I never found what I looked most desperately for: a straightforward explanation about what was going on, practical help how to remember what has happened to me, a fast way to escape th...

Proofreading GIRL IN FATHERLAND… Part 4
Fatherland / Januar 9, 2017

Starting to proofread Part 4 (of Four) of GIRL IN FATHERLAND and the light breaks through. Thank God. Can’t believe the resilience, strength and courage of one child, my protagonist, Lucy. I know they are out there. I know there are lots of them. I’ve met them. I wrote about them. I wrote this book. Reading it, though, it’s still a miracle to see how someone can rise out of such incredible darkness, and remain innoc...

OUT on 29th of January: „Girl in Fatherland“
Ankündigungen , Fatherland / Januar 4, 2017

You think a story can’t hurt you? Think again. There are stories which cut us from the inside. Books which, once opened, will never close again and change who we are and what we believe in, forever. Lucy thinks she is an ordinary woman, until Elektra appears in her kitchen, eating, and accusing Lucy of being a vicious killer. Ridiculous, right? Except, Lucy really wants to prove her wrong, and cannot, because, once she thinks about h...

Stop Mind Control
Bücher , Sachbuch , Psychologie / Januar 2, 2017

We aren’t made to be broken. I am a survivor of Ritual Abuse and Mind Control. Simplified, “healing” from this complex, lifelong trauma means deprogramming. On my way I found a lot of good advice, courage, support, love, and warmth from other people. However, I never found what I looked most desperately for: a straightforward explanation about what was going on, practical help how to remember what has happened to me, a fast way to...